Friday, May 27, 2011

Korean Dramas

1. 49 Days
2. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
        3. Cinderella's Sister
4. Sungkyunkwan Scandal
5. Mary Stayed Out All Night
      6. Princess Prosecutor
7. Brilliant Legacy
    8. Secret Garden
9. You're Beautiful
10. Partner

11. Personal Taste

   12. Oh! My Lady

13. Playful Kiss

14. My Princess

I think that's all.currently watching/waiting for...
Lie To Me

Sunday, March 20, 2011

3 more days to go.Hell or heaven I don't know.

my longest holiday in my entire life gonna end soon.didn't do anything useful.wasted all my time,like I always do.dying to get my results and hope/pray I will get what I want...

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

I need a decision from myself...

I've been struggling on what course to study. I didn't know listening to my heart,my inner voice is so darn freaking hard. Whenever I wanna make a decision,something will tell me NO. There will always be "other aspects" to stop me from following my heart... I need help but help doesn't come to me. I am always the one that have to deal things on my the fucking independent one in my family,the one that people care less about.How I wish I was never that strong, how I wish I was the "spotlight" in my family, the attention seeker. Anyway, hope I am able to find myself soon...

Sunday, February 20, 2011


So, I've already told you about that korean drama: Cinderella's Stepsister. I found out there's this song inside, I really like it. That song is "It Has To Be You". I was so madly in love with that song.UNTIL, I googled it. "It Has To Be You-YeSung(SUPER JUNIOR)" I was like OMG!! To tell you the truth I hate super junior, no offence but I think they're just good dancers not singers cos I only like ppl who sings well or have unique voices or whatever.LOL.I admit.the YeSung's voice is kinda cool, I meant nice.but STILL.don't like super junior. One friend of mine asked me to choose someone you like from super junior. I chosed shin dong.cos none of my friends like him.but I think he's cute.haha.still worrying about that 23rd thing :(

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Why can't the poles disappear at that moment?!

Just came back from driving.I suck.At first I was so confident that my kancil can go in the parking space.*Prink Prank* the pole got knocked down by that SMALL kancil of mine,twice!then music starting to come from the back,my instructor was like nagging.forgotten what he nagged.never mind not important.then, third time.I was too scared to move and he kept asking me to I followed.nothing happened.the car went in the space successfully.for the fourth and fifth time, I successfully parked my car.but somehow I just don't believe I can do that for the next time so I asked for extra hours... I've learned for 13 hours.Now I am adding few more hours means adding $$.Am I wasting my parents money? I think I am the only one in my family who drove for so many hours before the test. The worst "driver in making" in my family history...But who cares as long as I pass that day.I can't manage to fail that day.I MUST PASS!

Friday, February 18, 2011

23rd of Feb. is the day I will DIE

I was supposed to learn driving today.for some extra hours but my beloved sir didn't show up.I ended up waiting for him for one hour.what an idiot.he's so forgetful!kinda nervous.don't think I can pass my test cos I suck.pretty excited,anxious...waiting for my results.I shouldn't put that much hope cos later if I didn't get the results I wanted, my hope will turn into disappointment and kill me.told myself this every time but eventually, I will start picturing myself with a straight A's slip.right now what's most important is skills suck.pray that I can pass easily..and there's this really emo Korean series.Cinderella's sister. should see cos it's so so so emo...

I just hate the plastic girl.*the one at the bottom*

Thursday, February 17, 2011

wonderful afternoon

kinda angry right now.cos I ate something I didn't first, I was thinking what to eat, all the food popping out of my head.but at the end gotta eat something I never thought of,at that moment.It just ruin my whole lunch.then came this really disgusting food.TADA lunch ruined.then ate some chocolate.feel so fat right now.losing weight is like so hard but gaining it's so easy.and yet someone said it's so hard to gain weight.I feel like going near that person and cekik dia sampai mati.I envy,no,I should say jealous.I wish I'll never gain weight too.but too bad..I'll grow fat just by breathing... :(